a song

2nite i had a bad bad bad nite a sadness nite i had
it goes fine all the while"as in wat i had see"
till inda fon , i sang a song n i dont know it had sang by "him" b4 tis to her
n she said to me " dear can u stop singing it , coz "he" sang to me once" den she start crying.......... everything stop rite there..................
shadow of him is still here , n i'm sure that it's still burning , burning strong until using the water from the sea oso cant cool down the burning..
it's been 1 yr , untill 2day it's still feel very fresh
i'm stupid but not as stupid as that
a lonely nite a sadness nite a heart break nite is all i got for singing a song to my love one
a pass that effect current
is that hard to 4get pass ?? or myb i juz dint do my best for the pass to b keep in memory ??
i dont know who can i release out n i dont know where can i release out
i never been in tis situation b4
n i dont know how to handle it
i m unhappy seriously unhappy
can u do sumthing bout it ?
i've been working very hard on it , but i guess i juz fail my test for not singing the rite song LOL
erase the memory can i ? keep it deep deep under your heart dun search for it again "as in anymore" can u do that for me ?