Happy New Year

happy new year to all my frens
a brand new year had started
2day is 1/1/10
a whole new life ~!!! a whole new year ~!!!
i feel alive
i feel happy
i feel fresh
i feel love
i feel cherish
i feel YOU

we had a wonderful nite hang out 2gather
went to 3 place in a day LOL
too bad we dint really drink much coz nid to drive =(
hahahahhaa nvm nvm 2nite still can drink again^^

let us work hard 2gather in tis brand new year
2010 is a good year for me^^ coz i feel happiness in the 1st day of 2010
and so on it will b happy everyday ^^
to my dear
i love u , i do cherish u <3<3<3

so wat'cha waiting for ??? GO ENJOY THE REST OF THE YEAR ~!!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY BROS
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRENS
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY MUM
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY SIS

LASTLY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY SWEET DEAR <3
MAY OUR DREAMS COME TRUE , LOVE YA

Tears

it juz came out it self
i cant stop it
watever i do and done i still cant stop it coming out from my eyes
change is wat i m doing nw
if i hav a chance to change things
i'll change myself
all tis happen is bcoz me myself
i m not being a good boyfren , a good guy

tis is the 1st time i m facing all tis
i never love a girl so much in my life
she's is like my everything
she's my air to breath
she's my motivation
she's my everything

i'll do my part
and hope for nth in return
tis is my choice , i choose tis way so deal wit it
no matter how hard tis road will b
i'll still walk till the end
no matter if i m alone i'll still walk
i choose tis
tis is my way
once u told me b4 , u will walk wit me till the end

i dont know wat can i say anymore
i'll juz take action
and let action prove it , and time aswell
let tis 2 best fren walk 2gather wit me help me go thru it

i juz wan u to know
i love u
and yet i will change
but is not bcoz u
is bcoz of myself
your love is wat i nid the most

i love u

no title

it juz make me feels....
don't know how to say it but it juz make me feels
unhappy , thats the feels that following me tis few days
someone told me b4, if u dare to walk out the 1st step
it means u really love someone n really ready to change for good
thats wat i m doing nw , not hoping for anything in return
juz hope wat my wish came true
1st xmas that we are goin thru , 1st celebration that we are goin thru
but i think it wont work out , another lonely xmas for me tis yr =)
but is ok
at least i know wat myself wan in tis moment , and i m gona keep to it untill i get it if it let me to do so..
u cant control another human being , coz they hav their own life to go on so do u
that is an experience, learn from it
although thats alot of things happen all tis while
but 1 thing never ever change
I LOVE TT thats the thing will never change
knowing wat we wan in life is important for everyone same apply on u n me
things change frenship change but love will never change
hope we are happy bunny once more =)

no title

i dont know wat m i thinkin now
it's juz all blank in my heart
i dont dare to think
i dont even dare to plan anymore
it juz goes BOOOOMMMM like that, juz like the nuclear boom

time time time
time is wat everyone nid
but izzit real ??? time really can solve everything ? every single thing in tis world ?? izzit true ???
it juz makes me feel hurt pain sad
y would all tis happening
is all bcoz i m using it the wrong way
i tot everything works out juz fine b4 tis
but i m wrong
NO and no it is not ok , everything is not ok
how do i fix it ?
can sumone teach me a prefect way to fix it ??
tis is not wat i wan , it's totally diff from wat i expect
myb i'm juz not mature enuf to do it inda rite way

release out everything really makes a person feel better ??
does it ?? really ?? comfirm ??
teach me ... how ????

Trust and Freedom

Trust and freedom ,
Freedom is wat u ask from me and thats wat u r gona get
100% of freedom i m giving u , but everything single things in tis pretty earth has it's own limit,and the same apply on u too n me aswell.

Owning you fully means ?
thats a question that pop up on my mind out of a sudden~don't know y it juz came out from nowhere...and the answer is ???

Trust ,
tis is a very sensitive word..
in a relationship there must b a trust in it , if not den that relationship can call for an end.

2nd round of battle
i don't know how is the 1st round goin on , but i guess we juz call it off ady , and yet i planing to giv it a 2nd round to try one more time , guess we'll work it out pretty good tis time ? and win the war ?? thats wat i hope = ) may god b wit me =)

hope my decision is correct tis time , wont regret after tis ^^
MAY GOD BE WIT ME =) wish me good luck everyone

Hope everything start over again wit a good starting and ending ^^

i love u

u asked me y do i love u so much
i answered bcoz i love u

love u dont nid a reason or a thousand reason to say that i love u
that feel juz buried into my heart deep deep inside my heart, ever since i meet u
cant imagine life without u =(
fate bring us 2gather , it wont come if there is no reason for it
it might b the wrong way i m using, time will prove and change everything
nothing is impossible in tis world , everything is possible
word hard for wat we want in our future, thats wat gona b done

is time to change , to change , to change

it had been raining whole nite long
really feels like goin out there , standing under the rain and enjoy it

a though time we been thru , and we make it everytime
hope for the same tis time
and really hope it will b much more better after tis

i love u TT LOI SIEW KUAN
4ever n ever n ever n ever n ever n ever n ever n ever n ever n ever ...........

Think

Think Think Think
too much of thinking
STOP~STOP RITE NOW ~!!!
Let everything out
let life goes on much more easier
Put down all those sad things
Put down all those stress
Put down all those nonsense
Put down all those heart breaking things
Put down all those ego
Put down all those shitty things
PUT DOWN EVERYTHING
chill~~ chill~~ chill~~
letting those feel away is the most suitable thing to do nw
hope everyone live happily

You'll Always Be My Baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

Thank You For Loving Me

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes when I couldn't see for
Parting my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue

Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes when I couldn't see
For parting my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me, yeah

Lock the doors
Leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes oh, when I couldn't see
You parted my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

PAIN

pain pain pain
is only pain in my heart nw
pain that u cant imagine

pain n sadness can u plzz go away
coz i really dun like U ~!!!
u make me suffer SO PLZ GO AWAY

dropping into a big big deep deep dark hole
that u cant even see the light

i m here alone tonite
alone inda dark
without u without fren without anyone

feel like crying but i wont let myself cry
i promise myself b4 tis , i will never ever cry anymore
from now on cry = giving up n i m not gona let that happen

too much too much we had been thru
every single thing that had happen is like juz oni happen on yesterday

i m tired
tired of sadness tired of tears tired of argument tired of temper
all tis hav to change to maintain

every love story hav a romantic ending part a very very nice ending part
waiting for mine to come

LOVE

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

真的爱你

无法可修饰的一对手
带出温暖永远在背后
总是罗嗦始终关注
不懂珍惜太內疚

沉醉於音階她不赞赏
的爱卻永远未退让
决心冲开心中挣扎
亲恩终可報答

春风化雨暖透我的心 一生眷顾无言地送赠

是你多么温馨的目光
教我坚毅望着前路
叮嘱我跌倒不应放弃

沒法解释怎可报尽亲恩
爱意宽大是无限
请准我说声真的爱你

仍记起温馨的一对手
始终給我照顾未变样
理想今天终于等到
分享光辉盼做到

weird

dont know y , i juz feel weird...tis few days r like so so so weird .... alots of things happen..n it happens so sudden.
fuk those weird feeling... i feel unhappy nw ~!!!!!

給我最愛的

這首為你點播的歌
如果我先哭了 怎麼唱到最後
是的 感情不是K歌
音階一字不漏 不見得感動

我也懂 拿Mic的手不能顫抖
曾握著 就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的 歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得

我努力唱完主歌 我忘了走音沒有
我到底哭什麼 哭什麼 明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友 我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得這首歌 唱完的是我

這首為你點播的歌
如果我先哭了 怎麼唱到最後
是的 感情不是K歌
音階一字不漏 不見得感動

我也懂 拿Mic的手不能顫抖
曾握著 就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的 歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得

我努力唱完主歌 我忘了走音沒有
我到底哭什麼 哭什麼 明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友 我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得這首歌 唱完的是我

我努力唱完這歌 我忘了破音沒有
你心裡觸動的 下一首 已經不是我
我努力唱到嘶吼 我不怕剩我一個
只要你能記得這首歌 給我最愛的


p/s a song that touch me alot at tis moment

一路上有你

你知道吗爱你并不容易
还需要很多勇气
是天意吧好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起
你相信吗这一生遇见你
是上辈子我欠你
是天意吧让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去
也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你
一颗心在风雨里
飘来飘去都是为你
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
你知道吗爱你并不容易
还需要很多勇气
是天意吧好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起
你相信吗这一生遇见你
是上辈子我欠你
是天意吧让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去
也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你
一颗心在风雨里
飘来飘去都是为你
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算只能在梦里拥抱你

1st Blog

Tis is my 1st blog , dint think i really blogging
hahahahahahaha
whole day busy working nw at home taking sum rest , got nth to do
suddenly think of opening a new account n start blogging , so here i m
working wit maxis act is quite enjoy coz is a very relaxing job i m doing
myb i m the coordinator juz sit down there on9 playing iphone thats y i feel relaxing^^
hahahahha from 11am start working den i start thinking wat time will it finish den i can go home early , act was thinkin to go look for dear but she is working is not that good if i go , plus waste money oso if i go.....
aikss..last9 argue wit dear , still blur bout it but is aledi pass so juz let it go
tis afternoon argue wit dear again...but sum shit~ty guy ...his name is ethan tong , sum bastard from duno wat shit uni , n cust from the bank... if i really meet u ethan tong i promise u i will send u to hell by my own hand ~!!!!

relationship , can sumone teach me how to manage n maintain a relationship , coz i think i m a failure in tis things...i don't really know how to do it n everything i will make ppl suffer n myself suffer too, izzit if u really love sumone every single things that she do u will notice it n take it heavy ?coz i m those guy , by tis attitude i hurt my dear always...n we argue over small tiny little things..sumtimes i really duno how to handle it, it juz make me feels like crying.........